31 days

I can't believe how time is flying. Seems like I just posted 50'something days! Den and I had our first counseling session last night with our pastor (anna) that is performing the ceremony. I was emotional. I'd had a really rough day, between work issues (payroll conversion), comments (again) about my wedding dress, scheduling/planning, money issues, I was ready to break; so when Dennis started talking about our meeting and how he felt...yea, I lost it. We talk about these things, but it's different to hear him tell someone else about me. He told her I was a "blessing". I am super excited about beginning our lives together as a married couple. I didn't think it would change much since we live together, but anna made us think about some things that made me realize that everyday things may not change, but our commitment and that new start will bring us even closer.

I can't even explain how exhausted I am! I don't know if there are words for it. I am ready for the baseball season to end. Monday: work, home, leave work early, two baseball games at 6 (we have to split our time at each game so someone doesn't get their feelings hurt), game at 8 - over at 9:45, drive home, oh...dinner then bed. I don't stop "go'ing" I will welcome our beach vacation and not being on a schedule!

38 days until the wedding

Crazy goings on in my life. We had a great weekend. Ashley's wedding was Saturday afternoon. It was very pretty. It's amazing how fast it's over after the months of planning. I'm sure it's somewhat of a relief though - done, check it off the list! We had previously invited friends over for Sunday which ended up conflicting with a going away party for my niece, but we decided to fore go the party and enjoy some of the weekend at home. Good food, good friends. Came to work Monday to a power outage - no computer, no phones. it was frustrating to just sit, so I stuffed my wedding invitations and cut out photos of the boys that I've been carrying around for 2 months. left work and headed to a ballgame, 2 actually. When we got home, we realized there was a plumbing issue. Love Muffin can fix it - it happens frequently. Only problem, my dad borrowed his auger so he needed to pick it up. I told him to take care of the house issues and I'd go to the games. Lovey called me during the game to tell me he got home and there was no electricity. WHAT? We get home after a long, tiring day to no electricity and I was not a happy camper - actually, nobody was. About 11 we decided it was time to go to the hotel. What a day!

School's out, for ..... summer!

You wouldn't know the boys were excited about this last day...I had to PRY them out of bed this morning. I think R got up the 5th time I asked. We're planning some fun things for the summer, six flags, drive in movies, beach vacation, wedding, lake weekends. I'm stoked!

RELAX

I'm so excited that we have no baseball, no tear jerking graduations, no school functions, no fast food, no bright orange nacho cheese, nada tonight! Love Muffin is cooking chicken on the grill and I'm making fresh corn on the cob. Yum. How I miss "normal" food. We've basically been living at the ballpark lately, but that's what you do when you have 3 boys!

Children=happiness, love, caring, laughs, tears, learning, craziness, messy house, a brain that doesn't ever turn off and a heart walking outside of my body - I wouldn't change a thing for those boys of mine!